Thursday, September 18, 2008

Its What It Is All About

Often in life, we try to pursue something that we really want and of what we dearly need, for the sake of ourself or someone who we love/like very much.
As we go through that treacherous journey, little we realize that we are speeding without looking backward , left or right. That is because we are taught to live and to look forward and never to look behind anymore. We'll do any sort of means to fulfill that responsibility or roles that we are in. Many people failed to realized that, as we sped, we missed what is truly important in life.
It is like driving on the road. Lets treat the traffice lights, other vehicles, signboards, and other road obstructions are the building barricades of our journey in life. As we sped, we weave to avoid all these obstruction. The faster we go, the more dangerous it is. When things get faster, we tend to lose our sanity. We lose our mind, we start to follow our emotion. Anything that stops around our way, we'll get very angry. When we get angry, we honk incoming cars, tailgating slow cars and do all sort of inappropriate behaviour on the road.
The same thing happen in our real life situation. I often look back to see the car behind me to see if the driver got upset with my beserk driving skill. I would see from the rear mirror, and i could see and tell the driver's frustration. And sometimes they just shake their head to show their disappointment.
In my life, i use to sped and never look back. Many people did that, and failed to realized that, we got to look back and reflect through the rear mirror our life, to see the expression of others as a result of our action. What we said to others and how we treat others in this life, brings significant repercussion in the future. Be good to others, be humble, and take what it is given. Be grateful that we are not living worst than the people of the third world. Appreciate that God gave us a chance to live another day tomorrow.
Look back and learn our mistake. Leave what's bad and take what's good and bring it into the future.
I learned to realized that anger does not solve problem. It creates more problem and enemy. I learned to control it before it controls me. Problems are always there. Its a matter of solving it. And not putting it into a blame on others. But its an education for us to enhance our knowledge and skills as a survivor on this planet.
Practice makes perfect, but no one is perfect, so why need to practice? Just learn and go through it.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

I like to share

There are times that there are some people around you, saying bad things which are not true about you, for some reason out of greed and jealousy. You were backstabbed and that gossips start to degrade your reputation. You are a victim of circumstances, and most of the time, you are the scapegoat. This misfortune goes on and on, until you asked yourself, when is this going to end? Why is God not helping me? I prayed so hard every night. I have been a good person my whole life, and this is what I received in return? What happen to the bad ones? Why are they enjoying a happy lavish life of the rich and famous?

You are angry, frustrated, sad, and disappointed and that you take the whole blame upon yourself. Your emotion starts to take control of your rational. You thought of running away or quitting are the best solution. Unable to suppress and release your problems and disappointment in life, you unleashed your anger to people who cared for you. For you know that they don’t fight back. Little you know, you are drifting away from the very people who could support you. Some chose to live that miserable life by running away and making a new life. Some chose, live with anger without realizing the cause and effect and most have no choice but to go through it each and everyday of their life. And some take their toll by ending this miserable life by means, against God’s will.

You and I do not live this world alone. There many people in this world, of different races, ethnics, religions and colours, share this world; people of different shape and sizes, language, cultures and values. There are also people of different perspective, characteristics, unique behaviour and habits. You and I are one of them. I have my own unique. Though we speak the same language and eat the same food and of the same countrymen, but I am unique. You and I are not the same, I am unique, and so do you. It’s like fingerprints, we do not have the same fingerprints. We do however share common characteristics such as laughing when listening to jokes or eat when we are hungry. But you and I do not share the same idea that appears in our head. Uniquely, our subconscious mind we owned it, and we don’t share it

When I see the letter “A” I could see it in a different picture in my head. A letter “A” depicts more than just an alphabet to me. An “A” is like a symbol to me, associates to someone and in resemblance to his or her initials. But to you, an “A” is just a letter “A” or a symbolic object associated to a piece of art. And vice versa.

Both of us can only express our view, but we can’t change of what we are made of, because you and I are unique in many different ways. It’s a trademark. Be grateful for what you and I can change and tolerate what we both cannot.

Despite so, I have to tell you this secret. For you and I know what is good and what is wrong. It’s our commonsense. Otherwise, it would have been called nonsense if both of us cannot sense. I will always try change the wrong in me and I will constantly to tell you what wrong you’ve done to me. For I am unique and so do you. But if you condemned me for you don’t have the uniqueness that I have. I am sorry, I forgive you. For God has given me this great gift. God may not give you for you have the good things in this world, and for some reason you may have a different kind of uniqueness and please don’t condemned me, God work in His own mysterious way.


By condemning me, you are condemning God’s work. Can you see the picture? If you get rid of your greed and selfishness and worldly richness maybe you’ll see. Or maybe not

You and I are created in one being. We were born to this earth with reason. Whatever it is, you got to look into the mirror and ask yourself. Why am I here? Whatever difference we have, we all have the same goal. Do you know what it is?

I have found mine. Have you found yours?

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Disclaimer

Dear Readers,

apologize for the grammatical, spelling, and puntuation errors in my blog. its intended to let viewer see my true being. i use small letter "i" to describe myself for i am not being superior than others. If I am superior, i wouldnt be here writing this blog. Thanks.

To Whom It May Concern

Truth hurts, Lies makes you happy. Which one would u like to hear? the truth or the lies? Greedy and selfish people like you, loves to hear lies and enjoy tellin lies as much as you enjoy making mockery of everyone else.

Go and look yourself into the mirror and see, if u are a true reflection of urself. dun be so cocky my friend. you dun know what r u gettin into. I try to stop u from doing all these, and that's the best that i could. if ur ignorant and ego overwhelmed u, so it be. i cant change for what u are. i am just doing my part and that's it, 'm done. the rest, i leave it to the merciful One. i warned you that good things dont last, bad things will come too.

To the selfish and the greedies


I was so sicked with some people so i went off to Starbuck and enjoy some coffee. Its my way to calm myself down. i aint quit and make sure u'll know what 'm made of. You sucker...

Friday, August 8, 2008

What I usually do in KK?

Shopping


Enjoying Scenes


Catching rainbows



Exercising and body toning (so-called)

What I usually do in KK?